okay, now it hurts -.-

okay,bet you're all thinking,

eh, bila masa iezs jadi mat jiwang ni ?

i know, i had never been in this kind of situation.

but, what can i do ?

i keep thinking of her since we settled it down.

truth be told, i've already have the feelings toward her for the SECOND time !

but, i promised to her not to say anything about this anymore.

what can i do ?

is there any kind of way for me to tell her the truth ?

now, between me and her, its like nothing happen.

but, i dont want the cold war happen again.

seriously, i dont -.-

but but..

i really really want her to know what i felt about her.

till then, 

i found out that she's liking another guy.

dammit !

bodo sial iezs, tu la kau. lambat sangat !

its not her fault she's liking another person.

but its my fault to let her down in the first place.

which is last year, on december -.-

still remember the day.

ohh GOD !

help me !

if only there's another way..

:(